Heart broken

i don't know why my heart so pain tonight, it suffer me untill can't pulse smoothly, the veins and arteries flow adversely and can't function well....tochering...sombrely and upset when hearing about negative things from other people especially the people who i care....i pretend did not heard those of things,but it is difficult and it was hurt me...i know that i am bad, i know that i hurt my friend but it was happen and i can't stop it....althought he forgive me what i did on him, i am guilty to him,he is the one who care me alot,like my family....he will be in my memory ever forever....
"hey friend, sorry for all and thanks....,best friend forever！" that is the only thing i can say for him....
i hate the people who poke me behind,i don't know who is she or he....they were success  because i receive what they did on me....i just want to thanks them without them i won't be brave,without them i still a naif child,they teach me alot of things and i learnt alot from them too....thanks you so much^^ i would not hate anyone because it just will make ourself suffer and feel bad...i want to live happily without harassment...cheer up baby^^

somethings that i should do...

Is it only dancing i can do well in my life?i asking myself....erm....i think even though sometimes i cant do it perfectly too....
i know i am not a good performance...because i will scare when i am on the stage....with alot of eyes looking at me....
i am just like to dance...that's only my interest...my hobby...
i felt freedom...relax...when i dance...it helps me forget all the negative things stucking in my mind...
my stress will disappear soon when i dance....it is just an ordinary reason that i fall in love with dance...
except dance....i don't have other things expert in my life already?
what things i still know to do?
shopping??wasting money??bad behaviours i had!!
i don't want to continue like that..
i don't want be a useless people...
i don't want to dissapoint my family as well as my lovely parent...
what should i do?
messy mind!!!
sumtimes i hate myself so much...
i can't even did a good job...a proud job....
i determine myself!!!i swear!!!
i want to do things that i ever do before...and need to do it nicely and tidely....
i wish that i success to done all those things...
they are my goals....the goals must be achieve!!!
i want to prove that i m a useful people!!!!^^

Unpleasant Surprise

Just for my dearest MoM ,

I heard that u fall sick ad....

The news of your sickness came as a shock to me...

Your stomachache annoying you since a few days ago...

It was causing you to feel upset and embarrassed...

I don't know what should i do...

Since i am not beside you now...

But I hope...I wish... to accompany you....

As long as you feel the console...

I don't know what is the reason...

because i am not a doctor...

I hope that i can help you assume all of your painful...

But it seems can't be work...

You are not a child anymore...

I know you can take well yourself...

But why??

You still let yourself easy to fall sick...

This is not the first time...

You should seek a professional doctor soon...

Please....dear mom....

I know you are busy for your job everyday...

But, please take a break and rest...

Just for a week...

Isn't it very difficult for you???

Please forgive me...

accept my apologize...

I will be back soon...

let me take care of you...

I love you...

From : your only naugthy daughter

My beloved best friend - EvE

Our Sweet Memories...

 We meet by chance and turned into friends...

 And now our destiny keep us close to each other...

 Making our friendship grow more with the passing time...

 Eve , you are a friend for lifetime!!!

 

Enjoy Every moments with you,when...

  We play...

   We laugh...

  We chat...

   We smile...
We study

  We live...

   We sleep...

  We bath...

  We hugs...

       We celebrate...

    We travel...

   We cheer...

    We gossip...

 We cry...

   We argue...

  We miss...

  We kiss...

 Keep all this everlasting...

 that's is my only hope...^^

Do you know that a good friend is like a good bra??

 It is...

•  hard to find
• supportive
• comfortable
• always lift you up
• makes you look better
• and always...close to your heart!!!

Thanks for being my supportive bra...hehe^^ 

Thanks so much...

for supporting my every dance performances...

Welcoming concert...Asian culture night...Mooncake's festival...etc.

I feel warm...

when You are bside me...

A-li-ga-toh~

Friendship forever!!!  

I Miss Y♥u

I miss U when U are far away.

I think about U every night and day.

Even we can't be together,

I will miss U now and forever.

Though we keep in touch through calls and messages,

It's not like having U by my side.

My heart never knew loneliness until U went away,

I'm missing U!!!

U must be a great runner,

because U r running in my mind.

But i am a bad shooter,

because i miss U always...

Miss U ~

when I miss U,

my heart feels the heat;

when i am with U,

every moments will become sweet~♥

=Just for U=

- Keroro, Miss U ~ -

Yummy yummy~

-Starbucks Coffee-

I was having MochaPraline in Gurney plaza,Penang...

Yee....it taste very delicious....nice to drink....

You guys must quickly and go to try it...

It is the newest product of Starbucks... 

It doesn't taste too sweet or bitter...

It is suitable for those who dislike the taste of coffee so much...

Althought it costs RM 15...quite expensive...

Oh my god~I was totally falling in love with it...

-wANt to DrInk It again and again-

-Big Apple Donut-

Sweety!!!

It is full of chocolates...

Inside the donut also contains much of chocolates...

I believe that a lot of girls like chocolate very much...

Of course, not all ~

hmm...but for me,i love it very much^^

Althought it consists of high calories...very fat...

Hey, girl~

Eat first and then keep slim again...

It won't be too late...

-Curry Coconut-

 Guess what is inside the coconut?

It is full of spicy curry...

It's main ingredient is huge prawns...

I like prawn very much but unfortunately i m allergic to seafoods...

So, i was only able to try the curry...

Its aroma is really good too...

It is available in my hometown -Selangor...

Just come & visit here when you are free^^

that's all for my blog today

About me = )

"Jaiho" indian-sexy dance

this is my 1st blog...
i would like to share with u all about my life...
i feel very excited...nervous...shy shy too^^
i simply want to introduce myself over here...
i m JAZLYNN (lingling)
i just past my 19th birthday on 30 Nov 2009...
i m from selangor -Sabak Bernam...
i m UTAR Kampar student Y1s2...Banking and Finance...
i love my life forever...ENJOY~
that's all for today...bb...muackzz...

my slogan - Luvfu luvfu luvfu~