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很烦！ 不喜欢你们吵架，很小很小的事就吵到酱严重，不喜欢看到你哭泣，心里真的不好受， 不要吵了好吗？

i'm lost but only you

PLEASE! 

because of my bad attitude, my friends start to dislike me and even hate me

i know this only this few days and it is too late to know all this

i did too many bad things to make u guys hatred of me

yup~ i admit all this , because i had change alot

since foundation life until now, about 2 years period

alot of things happen around me 

happiness and sadness

about my ex stuffs ...

it is obvious ! i seriously change my pattern (behaviors and attitudes) when i start my 2nd relationship...

firstly, i think that  because of tat FXXXer , and influence me change to another people

my friends all felt that i 'm not me anymore~ my attitude totally different, nobody can accept this! 

but day after day, i felt that this problem is my personal problem, 

not related to anyone of cause that FXXXer....

what wrong with me? 

why i change to become like that? STOP! 

don't make de problem become worst and can't cure !

i know it is hard to make my friend to accept me back...hate is hate ! can't force them to like me ...

i don't want to lost all my things anymore! 

i wanna find back~ if i did any wrong for u guys - i wanna say "I'M SORRY" !!!

i m not that clever when i make someone else not happy or angry, because my pattern is straight forward, din't think twice and just direct to say out my opinion~ 

that's why i make alot people unhappy and don't like to friend with me

i don't want continue all this! 

STOP PLZZZZZZZZZZZ.....

it's hurt and pain~

the things happen and it won't change back like previous time 

de things i should do right now is ...

don't do again ! this is a huge punishment and last time for me!

no more enough time for me to PLAY!

stop being like a kid plz!

guai la~ obedient and listen to mommy~ study hard ! 

bb

i love you my boy ... 

- the end -

i have a lot thgs wanna share with you

but i can't say out for you when i look into your eyes 

i can't treat you like normal friend not because i don't want friend with you anymore, 

i can't control myself

yea , i admit that i still got feel with you

and even more deeply as compare with previous time

but what should i do? 

i wish i can satisfy what you want from me

i want do it for you my dear

but it's hard

i try again and again 

not your problem , is my problem...

this few days i trouble you  

i'm sorry ! 

the thg i only can do for now is concentrate on my study

as u told me that wanna graduate together and i won't give up easily for my life

i don't have any hope from you 

i 'm just wanna change my life 

become the life that strange for me

but i will try to adopt and work harder and harder

don't worry... i won't stuck into your life anymore

and you too ....work harder for your study , graduate together ^^ 

love regards for you , my bb~ 

女孩

女孩身体都被淋湿了但心却在颤抖，

脑袋想的唯一号码拨电了，

但他并不出现。。。

女孩被无视了吗？

女孩忍着心中的伤痛，

不哭了。。。

学会坚强了。。。

happy birthday to my sista - CAROL ♥♥♥

i'm glad to celebrate with your 20th big day~
somemore go to my hometown to celebrate...
is a memorable date for me
and u guyssss
v r crazy purposely go to my place to eat SEAFOOD
bcoz of ur favorite FISH...
from kampar to sabak bernam BNO ...spend 1hrs ++
but it is worth
coz we all enjoy and have a great time with u
i mk a gift for u but late to give you...so paiseh...
dont wan show u first the gift ...
after i done ady then oni post here^^
hi m sure tat u love it so muchiie~
again for u my dear...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
WISH U STAY PRETTY AND CUTE ~
LOVE U OWIS^^ MUACKZZZ

♥ ♥ ♥ MUACKZZZZ ♥ ♥ ♥

special friend

i lost a friend
a special friend
we know each other only about 3 months++
u comfort me alot when i heartbroken
u keep accompany me when i need a friend to talk with
to share with my sadness
u too
u share your experience with me
u teach me become strong
bring me alot joyful time
keep make me laugh
our friendship is quite complicated
we play with each other
sometimes too over
but i know that we are just playing
not serious
coz for me
you're a special friend for me
but why?
what happen?
u disappear so suddenly?
u block me from fb suddenly?
can't contact u
call u but don't wanna ick up my phone
sms u din't reply me
WHY WHY WHY??
what's wrong with u ?
what's wrong with me?
what's wrong with us?
plz....tell me the truth...CW~

i felt

I felt sumtime u r nt with me
I felt sumtime u r nt listen to me
I felt sumtime u r nt in my mind
I felt sumtime u r nt in my heart
I felt sumtime u r nt care about me
I felt sumtime u r nt hear me
I felt sumtime u r nt wanna with me
I felt sumtime u r nt stay with me
I felt sumtime u r nt run with me
I felt sumtime u r nt follow my step
I felt sumtime i m nt follow ur step too
I wish
I hope
all my felt is jz a false,
because i wanna to tell u that:
u r my part in my life~