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i m freaking tired this week....

trust

could you try to trust her? she love you this deep not you don't know but why you not trust her, give her freedom to let her meet male friends....you both couple in the realtionship about 6 years, not a simple boy friend girl friend anymore, is a family - like a husband and a wife ady ~

you should be confident to yourself that you are the best companion to her but not other guys, they can't be replaced your place which is number 1 in her heart, you should know this! she still a 19 years old teenage, and still a students ,she have right to choose what kind of friends she want to make, you can't be control her life and not to force her follow what you want from her although you are her bf but not husband yet.

i don't want see her tears after quarrelling with you, it is not worth, you both lover quarrel because of  "him", nothing can affect to the 3rd ppl but end up only both of you get hurt....

she said they both just friends then trust her! she said they just watch movie then just trust her! she said they nothing then just trust her! they said they forever friends then just trust her! try to trust her and you will feel better, if she can't be trusted or she break her promise, you can let her go and tell her find a she loves one but she will regret ; she herself will guilty to what her did for you....

you, yourself also know that she is not this bad of people, so TRUST her please~

best regards to both of you~ ^^

Tesco trips

last night i sudden ask them out for cross v girls gathering - angie , saki , coco, charmaine and me, the purpose is to celebrate that they finish final exam today and can enjoy holidays ady!!!woohoo!!Enjoy gals, waiting for u all come back on 22th to dance ya^^  just now we met at sushiking around 11.30am, breakfast + lunch there with them~ they look tired since last night only slept about 1 hours , too bad...very guitly neh~ surposed they can back directly and take rest but they still come join me and coco~ love them very much^^ muackz*

after meal, guess where we go neh? haha~ left angie ,coco and me...3 of us go shopping in TESCO..we go fitting room test clothes 3 times, taking pics inside ,chatting ...changing clothes together...finally coco and i bought 2 shirts and angie bought 3 shirts....very very cheap neh~ one shirt only Rm 4.99 each~hahaha...

we shop until 3.30pm then back~OVER neh,only in TESCO can shop this long~lol

then going angie 's house overnight with her tonight^^ yeah~

answer

waiting for about 3 weeks and finally i receive a favor answer, i'm not much surprise for it but still felt happy,maybe i'm easy satify my need, happy-go-lucky girl is me, so that i can easily forget all sadness in a few seconds, 1...2...3,cheer up^^!!!my mood changing rapidly fast, not all people can accept it but that is me~ actually i'm not that scare to make new friends in my new classes but i miss my previous classmates very much, i wish to be same class with them again but impossible...nevermind, i won't forget them as my 1 years more classmates before...sinyee, kahhwa, ahwen, fish...

now i'm ready to start my journey for my new life!!!this is the last time i swear! i won't let it occurs 2nd times,thanks my mom that she dint scold me much and let me continue of it ...thanks ahma help me alot when i was at trouble situation... thanks my housemates too because they treat me sushiking^^ 

and thanks especially for "him", he is beside me when i need his help and keep advice me...i love u all so much~ 

gampateh!!!ajak ajak fighting!!!let's work hard together~