Wednesday, July 28, 2010

house mate's gap


i apologize for my bad attitude, but this is me, not you don't know me well!!
just ask you do me a favor not i want to kill you
i think i had gap with you since few months ago
don't know y when wanna to talk with you that time
we will easily grab into quarrel or argue
u don't like to talk with me
i din;t force you
coz i not really like to talk with you too
i don't want to see your smelly face
make me felt like i owe you alot of money
ask you 10 questions and only reply me 1 or 2  answers and even not complete
maybe i treat you differently as compare with others
coz i adapt ady, yea....maybe!
okay~ i change it and won't want your help anymore
sometimes i really felt wanna to move out here
i don;t live with unhappily
and no communications with house mates
we live together tat's mean we like a family and don;t have any gap within all of us
i wish to be happy live with you
i wish you too
so can you plz turn all this back?

=as simple as possible=

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

answer

what???
what you are trying to give???
what you are really wanna to let me know???
what are your heart feel???
what are your mind think???
what is the secret inside your heart???
what what what???
good or bad???
i won't surprise coz i know the answer is what you want to give me...

Monday, July 26, 2010

i don't want

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i don't want i don't want i don't want   i love you  i don't want i don't want
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i don't want i don't want i don't want i don't want i don't want i don't want 

Sunday, July 25, 2010

爱情玩偶


不知为什么觉得自己像是个玩偶
被一个玩了又一个
没有一个是真心的对待
没有一个是真真的爱过
“爱情“ ,这两个字已经不再属于我的世界
我没有资格被爱吗?
我想要的爱情已经不是我想要就会有
我努力也没用了
男人,都一样
全部都一样
他们的答案永远都是一样
我是个代替品
代替你们的前伴侣
代替你们的孤单
满足你们的需求
当被玩够了
玩厌了
不想再继续了`
就被厌倦
就被抛弃
到最后
什么都没得到
什么都没了
受伤的人永远都是我一个
能怪谁呢?
因为我的外表出众?
因为我的身材不错?
吸引到异性的青睐?
?????????
因为因为这种种的原因
没有一个是真心的对待我的感情
原来我要完美的爱情
是不属于我的天堂我的梦想

我可以找回来我的专属爱情吗?

Friday, July 23, 2010

熟悉的陌生人

i miss u...
jz a simple miss...
no other special mean...
so wanna know ur life nw...
jz nw go read through ur blog...
u r fine right nw...
with her...
tat's great ...
keep it...
3 months passed with you...
u and me 
i hav nth else to talk with u
v r nt couples anymore
v r nt best friends anymore
v r wat nw? 
jz a familiar stranger ...

-miss you-

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Actal - gastric pills


i wait for the "thing" from you ....

the thing you want to gift
the thing you promise wanna give me after class
the thing you say is important for me
the thing you secret it
the thing you don't wanna to let me know
the thing you show you care about me
the thing you show you care my body more than myself
the thing you give me to make me forget painful

because i realize that the thing is a
" HAPPY PILLS  =) "
given by you ....bb~ 

Monday, July 19, 2010

谢谢你对我的好


i juz want to tell you that.....
really really really....
thanks a lot!!!
For helping me today... 
and everything...
and a lot of things...
u did help me...
when i face problems...
i don't know how and what to do...
but you...appear...
together with me...
help me solve all the difficulties...
i felt guilty coz i cant do anythg for u...
u're a good guy!!! gentleman~ ^_^
i promise u....
i wanna be with u til graduate ~ 
thankssssssssssssssssssssssss~

j。m。P。* bb


Sunday, July 18, 2010

what is the meant by bestfriend?




i'm curious..confusing..
what relationship we are now? best friend izit?
yup...i m always think that we are juz best best friend...
but how about you?
but we are too close and over best friend status oledi....
don't you think so?
best friend can holding hand? 
what the feel when u holding my hand?
my mind blank~ coz too sudden...totally don't know how to give response...
but i din't push u away from me...WHY? i also don't know...
best friend can hugging?
i think huggings is normal for all friends, so this is okay...
then how about kissing??
????????????????????

"best friend" = hugging + kissing =p

i just want to kiss !!! never want to miss!!!

最后的只给你


不知怎么了?
我的心不见了。。。
我已感觉不到心在跳了。。。
心已死了。。。“它”不再为你跳了。。。
我真的把你给放下了,对吧?
看见你现在跟她个过的很好。。。
我也不知的为你开心了。。。
之少你现在是开心的。。。
我也不需要再打扰你的生活了。。。
我们未来会怎样我也不懂。。。
没有了怨恨,剩下的只有你为我留下的痕迹。。。
要忘记?但总是会想起,开心的不开心的。。。
就让它沉淀在我们的回忆里吧。。。
祝你幸福~

我为你写的最后一个部落格~
真的关于你一切都结束了。。。

我也会过得很好
比以前更好~