安静了- our love

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里 

梦想中属于我们的婚礼 .  
这沉默的人在幻境醒去 

在这场爱情脚力的拔河里  
爱我还是爱你  
你选择了自己  
撒娇的 可爱的 女人的 爱哭的  
照片里 曾经的 都是你喜欢的  
如今我还在原地  
你却走回你的记忆  
你说我爱你太多  
就快要把你淹没你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落 
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过我想要的那片天空  
你是不是能够给我 

你说我给你太多 却不能给我什么  
分不清剧情承诺永恒或迷惑 

爱情是一道伤口 
我们各自苦痛  
沉默是我最后的药 

 
是因为我太爱你  
 

没有关系了

现在，·
已经没有关系了
没有你的日子我一样过得很好
每天都开开心心的
还有一班朋友一直陪着
不断哄我开心
好喜欢他们噢。。
谢谢～ 

虽然每天睡觉前会不经意掉泪
闭上眼睛全部都是你
我的抱抱都湿透了·
还能怎样呢？
不想了·，
做回我自己吧！
我的开朗活泼的性格跑哪去了？
我一定要找回来～

= 开心吧·=

study

today is the 2nd day,we din't contact each other...no msn...no sms...no calling...i still can't adapt...
i hope that i will stop missing u by studying and together with my friends, but why i still will keep a place for u in my heart...stupid! i'm so stupid ! i don't want being this stupid anymore, think a guy who r not missing me...
okay,control myself,plz! stop thinking abt u! STUDY !!!

残酷的爱情

你对我的残忍
让我无法呼吸

每当一次又一次想到你的时候
我的眼泪无原无故落下
无法停止

不过还是谢谢你
因为你是为了保护我才这样做
你说对我什么都没有了
除了愧疚还是愧疚
你会不断的逃避
不断的躲着我
害怕看见我
因为看见我就会让你很辛苦
让你看见了你自己的弱点
你无法给我最好的
我不会怪你
我会接受你为我们做的
你说你变了
我也变了
可是我们变的速度不一样
你的脚步太快了
而我太慢了
你已经不能再等我了
无法退回原点了
我们曾经热恋过
一切让它成为只属于我们的回忆
我会珍惜现在
只少我们还有彼此友谊
再见了“我们的爱情”。

26.4.2010  - 12.00am  （babe's house)

stress

he felt stress recently...
coz final is around the corner...
when find him to chat...
he will easily get angry...
and said out alot "bullshit" to hurt me...
i don't what should i do to help him release his stress...
the things only i can do is - don't bother him while he is studying...`
good luck dear! all the best ya ~

♥ 留恋· ♥

我到底想要的是什么

越来越搞不懂自己了

我很想忘记

很想忘记你

为什么就是不能？

很想重新自己的生活

就是不能放下你

对于感情

我已经对 任何一个男人没感情了

除了你

我知道和 你不会有以后

我也不盼望和你有将来

我只想守 着这样的心情

爱着你就够了

看见你幸 福就好了

只要你开心换回来的是什么都不重要

因为没什 么比你开心幸福来得重要

我不想去爱其他男人

我害怕再 受伤

我害怕被冷落的感觉了

我害怕孤独

很感谢一路以来我的朋友陪我走过

陪我不开 心

陪我度过最难过的时候

最后我还 是放不下你

只能选择祝福你

因为我看 见你开心我的心才又微笑

谢谢你， ♥ my babe ♥

my mind

MESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSY mind...

i want to rest

i want to breath

i want to forget

i want to happy

i want u the most^^

get use to it ❤

CRY, 

i was get used to it !!!

days and nights when recall back our memories...

oh my god~ 
my pity beautiful eyes become swollen eyes ad...
sad T_T

- still ♥ u -

F.B

i hate facebook! because of it we quarrel alot of times...sadness!

it jz influence our good relationship...

i really hate it...

i wish tat the FB won't easy to influence both of us again...

okay ? ♥ u~

= cherrish our relationship =

friendship forever

Recently alot prob occur on me, i'm so stress..too heavy load for me...i cry day and night...can't even sleep well, but no ppl und me, coz i will still like normally ,everyday wear my "smiling mask" to meet everyone...i dont like to let ppl know tat i m unhappy or felt sad ,tis will only make my frens to worry about me, i want they happy and tis is my pleasure...the 1st thgs is about "love" prob...i love sum1 but v cn't together, and v keep quarrel tis few days, maybe is our communication prob or i m too jeolous tat he keep flirting with those girls...bt finally i found tat i m too naive nt mature enuff....he is jz close with them,tis is his behaviour...is nthg...stop my mind to think those stupid thgs!my tears are nt worth for tis...wish tat v can still like previous time, be "friend" my babe ~

2nd thgs is about my study..tis i dont wanna to say out...coz everthgs settle ady, thanks my lecturer...i will respect him forever^^ 

and the last thgs...is my friendship...the most important for me...

ahma, u are the one who i care the most...the other ppl say me hurt me i m jz listen and forget...bt urs...every words...i will remember and remind it through my life...i will try my best to change my bad attitude...wont dissapointed u k?~ love u forever my dear~ and i cherrish everytime together with u ... my tears is worth for u, i wish i cn find back what i lost and back to normal life as usual^^

♥ white party ♥

 ♥ Barroom theme " WHITE PARTY "~
 ♥ All ladies & gentlemen with WHITE colour attires
 ♥ i have a great time with my frens at barroom last night
 ♥ 4 cars of utarians together
 ♥ after FBF 's PROM night
 ♥ around 11pm sumthg
 ♥ enjoy the dance floor
 ♥ enjoy the DJ music
 ♥ enjoy the beers + wines + wiskeys
 ♥ tonight gonna be a good night, tonight gonna be a good good night..
    woohoo...

 pretty Elaine with me...

my dear Elora with me...

 lengzai with me...

Jon jon with me...

Jiunn nick with me...

fake TianQi with me...

Jaengar with me...

LET'S TOGETHER~~

 Hope can attend BLACK PARTY too~ LOL^^ yeah~

cut hair...

plan to cut my hair, too hot the weather, like fire burnt everyday...

although still got rain but it seems like more hot after rain...

hate it~ i can't "tahan" ad...

keep sweat-ing after take bath! 

almost tak-ing 5 times bath per day...LOL

any suggestion? lolZ...

this is my hairstyle now...

Bikini ♥

designed by my sweet COCO

she really expert in drawing^^ good job my dear~

♥ it so so so much~

let's go bikini party~ woohoo~

                                                                    ♥ the end. ♥                                                                             

♥ sexy dance with my crew members~

• Dance Fiesta March 2010
• Crew : Cross V ( Munhon , Benny, YK, Zhen ,Eric, Saki, Angi, charmaine and me ♥ )
  
• Dances :  

1. brown eyed girl- abracadabra   
2. G-DRAGON - Heartbreaker 
3. Taegoon 태군 - Call me    

There are some other pics ♥ :

                                             sexy dance with cross v girls^^ 

Eric & me...

  Leader munhon & me...

    with saki ,cha cha and angi~~

                                                                  with my babe ♥

 i really love tis ...GO GO POWER RANGER^^

THE END ~