friendship forever

Recently alot prob occur on me, i'm so stress..too heavy load for me...i cry day and night...can't even sleep well, but no ppl und me, coz i will still like normally ,everyday wear my "smiling mask" to meet everyone...i dont like to let ppl know tat i m unhappy or felt sad ,tis will only make my frens to worry about me, i want they happy and tis is my pleasure...the 1st thgs is about "love" prob...i love sum1 but v cn't together, and v keep quarrel tis few days, maybe is our communication prob or i m too jeolous tat he keep flirting with those girls...bt finally i found tat i m too naive nt mature enuff....he is jz close with them,tis is his behaviour...is nthg...stop my mind to think those stupid thgs!my tears are nt worth for tis...wish tat v can still like previous time, be "friend" my babe ~

2nd thgs is about my study..tis i dont wanna to say out...coz everthgs settle ady, thanks my lecturer...i will respect him forever^^ 

and the last thgs...is my friendship...the most important for me...

ahma, u are the one who i care the most...the other ppl say me hurt me i m jz listen and forget...bt urs...every words...i will remember and remind it through my life...i will try my best to change my bad attitude...wont dissapointed u k?~ love u forever my dear~ and i cherrish everytime together with u ... my tears is worth for u, i wish i cn find back what i lost and back to normal life as usual^^